2007-10-26 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Nods slightly* I think I should...Find kristi...*Sighs and walks away, walking downstairs and out of the castle once more*

2007-10-26 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (dai) leyla wait.....*sighs looking down at jinsai* (jinsai) *curls into dai for warmth*

2007-10-26 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: (Kristi)*Appears by Dai gritting her teeth,m her hand bloody*I heard Leyla shou-.. What the hell happened!?!*Bends down her face immediately shocked* (Leyla) *frowns and walks around outside shouting for kristi*

2007-10-26 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (dai) krsti....whats wrong...what happened (jinsai) (jinsai) *clutches to dai's shirt, it turning to ice under his hand*

2007-10-26 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: (Kristi) *frowns and ignores him touching Jinsai's cheek, the blood on her hand immediately turning to ice* What..The..fuck has happened? *Looks up at dai*

2007-10-26 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (dai) *shakes his head* i dont know leyla came and got me.....

2007-10-26 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: (Kristi) *Looks around quickly* Where is she?! I already told you she can't..Go..outside...

2007-10-26 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (dai) she went looking for you

2007-10-26 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Curses* can you go find her..Before he does? *PIcks up Jinsai and stands slowly* I'll try to warm him up..

2007-10-26 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (dai) *nods* alright *dissapears*

2007-10-26 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ((Kristi) *Mumnbles thanks before running downstairs into a lounge with a large fire place lighting a massive fire with a flick of her hand and laying jinsai in fron of it rubbing himwith heated hands* (Leyla)) *sighs in frustration and sits down under a large tree sheltered from sight* I hate this..

2007-10-26 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (dai) *appears infrotn of the castle and takes off into a run yelling leyla's name* (jinsai) *shivers taking a breath through chattering teeth* ((g2g))

2007-10-26 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ((same lol good timinggg...)) (Kristi) *Growls and continues to try* Jinsai..Jin! Can you hear me? (Leyla) *Looks up as she hears her name but ignores it and looks down*

2007-10-27 [shadows of life]: (Shade)*appears next to Leyla*

2007-10-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (dai) leyla where are you! (jinsai) y-y-yeah.....

2007-10-28 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: (Leyla) *Looks at shade and sighs* are you..gonna take me to him..? *nods to Dai* (Kristi) Uhh..Keep talking *samiles slightly down at him* and try and..move..Do you know what is happening?

2007-10-28 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (dai) *stops looking around* (jinsai) *shakes his head slightly* n-no.....

2007-10-28 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Umm..anything like this happen before?

2007-10-28 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *shakes his head again*

2007-10-28 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Maybe..your mother will know..*sighs and rubs her head* I am not cut out for this..

2007-10-28 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *wraps his arms around himself* i-im s-s-sorry.....k-kri..sti....

2007-10-28 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *frowns and looks at him* ..Why?

2007-10-28 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) i-im...n-n-othing b-ut t-t-t-rouble.....

2007-10-28 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Shhh..this isn't your fault *strokes hhis head lightly* You getting any warmer?

2007-10-28 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) a l-little

2007-10-28 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *sighs and looks down* ~amaya..~

2007-10-28 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (amaya) *looks up* ~yes~ (jinsai) *rolls over facing away from kristi curling up tighter*

2007-10-28 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~You had better come here...I don't know what to do..~

2007-10-28 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (amaya) ~what are you talking about~ (jinsai) *lets his eyes close*

2007-10-28 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~Jinsai..He is like...freezing..along with everything around him...~ *Shakes jinsai lightly* Keep talking to me jinsai...

2007-10-28 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (amaya) ~ill be right there~ (jinsai) i-i dont w-w-ant t-to.....*the temp of the room suddenly drop as tears fall from jinsai's eyes imeditaly turning to ice*

2007-10-28 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Jinsai! *shudders slightly and shakes him* you have to...Why not? ~hurry up~

2007-10-28 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *shakes his head staying silent* (amaya) *kisses keto on the cheek quickly* i have to go

2007-10-28 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Jinsai please...What the hell is wrong..? *turns him and sits him up to face her*

2007-10-28 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *opens his eyes not looking at her their shade slightly diffrent than before*

2007-10-28 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Frowns, her voice becoming firmer* Jinsai..What is wrong with you?

2007-10-28 [shadows of life]: (Shade)*meows*

2007-10-28 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) NOTHING! *pulls away from her* (g2g)

2007-10-28 [shadows of life]: ((see you))

2007-10-28 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: (Leyla) Isthat a yes or a no? *frowns slightly and strokes him* (Kristi) *Growls slightly and softens her voice* Please tell me...

2007-10-28 [Hinata-Chan]: ((meow!))

2007-10-28 [shadows of life]: (Shade) *smiles and looks up at you*

2007-10-28 [Hinata-Chan]: ((-hides behind my finger- Oh what now?! You can't see me!))

2007-10-28 [shadows of life]: ((yes we can))

2007-10-28 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ((Definately can't :P)) *Nods* Okay then shade..How are you?

2007-10-28 [shadows of life]: (Shade)*shrugs*

2007-10-28 [Hinata-Chan]: ((buah hhahahahaahha))
-Sits at a table reading-

2007-10-28 [shadows of life]: ((haha))

2007-10-28 [Hinata-Chan]: ((-sneaks up behind you and takes my finger away-RAWR!!!!!!!))
-turns the page-

2007-10-28 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: (Leyla)Uhh...Not very happy then?

2007-10-28 [shadows of life]: (Shade) no

2007-10-28 [Hinata-Chan]: -Slams the book down and walks to the throne- It's too damn quiet...

2007-10-28 [shadows of life]: (Ty) *appears at the castle and walk in*

2007-10-28 [Hinata-Chan]: -looks up- May I help you?

2007-10-28 [shadows of life]: (Ty) i'm looking for someone

2007-10-28 [Hinata-Chan]: Oh? And who might that be?-raises an eyebrow-

2007-10-28 [shadows of life]: (Ty) my cat

2007-10-28 [Hinata-Chan]: I love cats! -smiles- want some help?

2007-10-28 [shadows of life]: (Ty) if you want

2007-10-28 [Hinata-Chan]: -stands up-What does he look like?

2007-10-28 [shadows of life]: (Ty) would you know some named Shade

2007-10-28 [Hinata-Chan]: Shade... Shade... Nothing comes to mind... Then again, I have so many children.

2007-10-28 [shadows of life]: (Ty) he a lycan

2007-10-28 [Hinata-Chan]: Ah... Sorry... nothing comes to mind still...

2007-10-28 [shadows of life]: (Ty) well he a black cat with green eyes

2007-10-28 [Hinata-Chan]: Hmm... Should we check upstairs? maybe he's in one of the rooms or something. If so it's my fault. I always leave the windows open.

2007-10-28 [shadows of life]: (Ty) I think he with a friend i think where that is and he not a normal cat

2007-10-28 [Hinata-Chan]: Black cat green eyes right? Hmm...-nods- yeah, lets check upstairs.

2007-10-28 [shadows of life]: (Ty) Ok

2007-10-29 [Hinata-Chan]: -walks up the steps-

2007-10-29 [shadows of life]: (Ty) *follows*

2007-10-29 [Hinata-Chan]: -looks around and walks into a nearby bedroom-((U.U I'm gonna go to bed. See yah shadows))

2007-10-29 [shadows of life]: ((see you))

2007-10-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *shakes his head*

2007-10-29 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) ~Amaya your child needs you immediately, i'm sure Keto will understand~

2007-10-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (amaya) *nods* ~your right~ *appears next to kristi*

2007-10-29 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) ~Look at him, really look at him, can you figure out the problem?~

2007-10-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (amaya) *takes a step towards jinsai slowly* jin hunny? (jinsai) *looks up at her* (amaya) *stops staring at him* ~his eyes are diffrent~

2007-10-29 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) ~How precisely different?~

2007-10-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (amaya) ~more blue....colder....~

2007-10-29 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) ~What is his race exactly?~

2007-10-29 [shadows of life]: (Ty) *walks around the walls of the castle*

2007-10-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (amaya) *sounds a little confused* ~half vampire half were-fox why~

2007-10-29 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) *appears near Amaya, Kristi, and Jinsai* then he needs special attention, being of mixed blood he will have a few tendencies that those of pure blood wouldn't understand *bends down beside Jinsai* Tell me what you are feeling right now if you would

2007-10-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *moves away from hikage not saying a word hiding his face* (amaya) jinsai please.....

2007-10-29 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) Jinsai, look at me now *says in a commanding voice that cannot be refused and then in a gentler tone* tell me

2007-10-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *looks up at him tears in his eyes*

2007-10-29 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) Please tell me young one....

2007-10-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *looks down again speaking softly trying to speak clearly through his shivering* i-im nothing but trouble....i hurt people and make them sad....i-i d-dont know why they c-care s-s-s-o much......

2007-10-31 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) They love you, that will never change, how are you trouble?

2007-10-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) all i d-do is make them w-w-w-worry...

2007-11-01 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) Thats what all children do young one, its not your fault in the least bit

2007-11-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *shakes his head*

2007-11-01 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) You disagree, why is that?

2007-11-01 [shadows of life]: (Ty) *appears on the castle roof*

2007-11-01 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) ~Ty? maybe you could figure out whats going on with Jinsai...would you be willing to help?~

2007-11-01 [shadows of life]: (Ty)~i could give it a try~ *appears by Jinsai*

2007-11-01 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) ~Thanks~

2007-11-01 [shadows of life]: (Ty)~welcome~

2007-11-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *looks up at Ty before quickly looking away*

2007-11-02 [shadows of life]: (Ty) hey Jinsai

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *stays silent*

2007-11-02 [shadows of life]: (Ty) *smiles and lean down to him* something wrong?

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *turns away* i d-d-ont w-w-want to t-talk about it.....

2007-11-02 [shadows of life]: (Ty) well why not?

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) c-cause....

2007-11-02 [shadows of life]: (Ty) well come on you can tell me

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *shakes his head*

2007-11-02 [shadows of life]: (Ty)still don't want to talk about?

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) n-n-no....

2007-11-02 [shadows of life]: (Ty) hmm

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *glances up at him from the corner of his eye*

2007-11-02 [shadows of life]: (Ty) you ok Jinsai?

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *looks down again shivering*

2007-11-02 [shadows of life]: (Ty) you cold?

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *shrugs*

2007-11-02 [shadows of life]: (Ty) oh can you tell me what wrong?

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *stands quickly his arms still wrapped tighty around himself* W-Why dose everyone k-k-keep asking me t-t-that!

2007-11-02 [shadows of life]: (Ty)*get up* well form what i hear there is

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) I DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT!!! *turns running out of the castle*

2007-11-02 [shadows of life]: (Ty) *looks over at Hikage* (Shade) *appears outside of the castle and see Jinsai*

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *keeps running not seeing shade the trees turning to ice as he passes*

2007-11-02 [shadows of life]: (Shade) *watches him* when did he get power *shift to cat and runs after him*

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *mummbles under his breath tears of ice falling from his eyes*

2007-11-02 [shadows of life]: (Shade) ~hey Jinsai wait up~

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) ~NO~

2007-11-02 [shadows of life]: (Shade) ~Came on i just want as you about the ice~

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) ~LEAVE ME ALONE!!!~

2007-11-02 [shadows of life]: (Shade) ~geez who pissed you off~

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *ignores him running deeper into the forest*

2007-11-02 [shadows of life]: (Shade) *shrugs and disappears*

2007-11-02 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) *looks at Ty then shakes his head slightly before walking out of the castle after Jinsai*

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *isnt paying attention to where he was going and trips on a tree root falling hard to the ground*

2007-11-02 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) *catches up to Jinsai quite easily and helps him up* You shouldn't be out here young one

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *pulls away from him wiping his bloody hand on his pants*

2007-11-02 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) Jinsai, you don't have to tell me anything, but you need to calm yourself...

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *looks up at him*

2007-11-02 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) *watches him intently with a cool kindness in his eyes* calm yourself,

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *looks away after a moment sinking to the ground*

2007-11-02 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) *doesn't remove his intense gaze even for a second* breath and calm down

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *takes a shivering breath*

2007-11-02 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) Do not move from that spot until you are calm and collected

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *pulls up his knees hiding his face*

2007-11-02 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) *nods and peers into the sky*

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *shivers slightly taking another breath*

2007-11-02 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) Very good, continue until you know you are calm

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *nods slightly*

2007-11-02 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) *watches the clouds with a raised brow*

2007-11-02 [shadows of life]: (Ty) *disappears*

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *whispers* w-whats wrong with me.....

2007-11-02 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) You are so upset that you activated a power you never knew you had to begin with....but don't allow your emotions to control your actions young one

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) but how....can i do that....

2007-11-02 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) First you need to stay calm....and when you feel that you are about to explode, just meditate, things will come to you soon and it will all make sense....

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *shakes his head slightly tightening his arms around his knees* but im scared....

2007-11-02 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) Everyone is at one point or another, just know I will always be there for you if you need guidance through it....

2007-11-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ((BOOM!))

2007-11-02 [Jasiara Hotalti]: ((hey lexi...how are you?))

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *nods* thank you ((hey lexi!!)) (gabriel) *peers out from the shadows*

2007-11-02 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) Your welcome...*looks at tree but in nowhere in particular and says in his commanding voice* Show yourself, it'll do you no good to stay in the shadows, reveal to me who you are

2007-11-02 [shadows of life]: ((hey lexi))

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *looks up* (gabriel) *chuckles the sound seeming to come from everywhere at once before dissapearing*

2007-11-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ((I am rather good thank you, and youuuuu all? Hey nicole Jess and Shadowssss! Rofl. Hmm how to jump in...)) 

2007-11-02 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) *shakes his head as he senses Gabriel leave then looks at Jinsai* don't worry, he's gone....shall we get you back to the castle? ((check my mood..it kinda says it all...heh))

2007-11-02 [shadows of life]: (Shade)*appears on the castle roof*

2007-11-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ((I'd rather not kill you my dearest alimighty jess =[))

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ((*hugs jess* well im pissed but besides that good XD)) (jinsai) *shakes his head standing quickly* i have to find leyla....

2007-11-02 [Jasiara Hotalti]: ((*hugs back* guess it doesn't help that i'm sick atop of all this huh?....)) (Hikage) Where is she?

2007-11-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ((Christ almighty no one is happy xD How are you shadows? and you get sick LOADS jess o.0)) (Leyla) *Walks silently, deepwithin the forest, mumbling in russian to herself* (Kristi) *sighs and sits down in the lounge covering her face with her hands*((I FOUND HER I FOUND HER!))

2007-11-02 [shadows of life]: ((i'm good))

2007-11-02 [Jasiara Hotalti]: ((heh...read my latest diary entry lexi...maybe that'll shed some light on this))

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ((nope i guess that wouldnt help)) (jinsai) i dont know.... (gabriel) *appears infront of leyla with a smirk* they really should keep a better eye on you dear

2007-11-02 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) Do you wish for some company? *closes his eyes abruptly and gently grabs Jinsai's arm and appears near Leyla* Who ever said we weren't keeping an eye on her?

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *looks at him slightly confused* w-wh.... (gabriel) *glances up at hikage*

2007-11-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ((I read it my dear..<3 *huggles jess and thats good shadows ^^)) (Leyla) *immediately looks at the three around her and runs away at full speed into the forest*

2007-11-02 [shadows of life]: ((yeah))

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *chases after her* LEYLA WAIT!!!

2007-11-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: (Leyla) *Eventually slows as she starts to get tired* (Kristi) *Appears by shade* Heyy..

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *catches up to her hugging her from behind his body temp still cloder than usual stopping her completely*

2007-11-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Shudders slightly as he grabs her and starts struggling, not even looking at who it was* Let go of me!!

2007-11-02 [Jasiara Hotalti]: ((*huggles back* i am sore, sick, and just here...)) (Hikage) *looks at Gabriel with a cold stare* what were you planning to do?

2007-11-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ((I lovers yooh jessums <3))

2007-11-02 [Jasiara Hotalti]: ((lovers you too lexi...and you as well nicole...))

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *lets her go* leyla its me...jinsai *looks at her hurt* (gabriel) me planning? im not planning to do anything

2007-11-02 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) I highly doubt that, from what I've come to find out about you, now then, Leyla is never out of range for me to sense when she's in danger, you won't be able to get near her with me around

2007-11-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Relaxes slightly then looks down, as she drops to her knees* I'm sorry..I thought...*stands shakily and brushes herself off, still not looking at him*

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (gabriel) well then i guess there's only one solution to this problem... (jinsai) *shakes his head speaking softly* no...im the one who should be saying sorry

2007-11-02 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) And what would that be?

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (gabriel) *smiles* get rid of you

2007-11-02 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) Ah, but thats not as easy as you may believe, many others have tried and failed miserably before you, what makes you think you won't do the same?

2007-11-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: (Leyla)...Why? I was the one who left..And..Shouted..and..kept moving away..It's my fault..I heard him talking about you getting mad..which is why you almost died again or whatever..and thats my fault...again

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *shakes his head again taking a step towards her* i wasent mad.... (gabriel) i never said it was going to be easy

2007-11-02 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) Interesting, and when are you going to do it?

2007-11-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: But..He..Said..*sighs andlooks to the side away from him*

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) who said? (gabriel) *smiles* when you least expect it *starts walking away*

2007-11-02 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Hikage) How very intriguing.... ((have to go...my ride's here....laters guys))

2007-11-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: That guy...said..about emotions..*Sighs and sits down* Anyway..You should be inside where it's safer for you...

2007-11-02 [Jasiara Hotalti]: ((false alarm....i suppose it'll be here in 20....))

2007-11-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ((o= okay dear))

2007-11-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jinsai) *walks up to her* you mean hikage?

2007-11-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *shrugs slightly* Whqatever his name is..*turns away a little looking down, her hair slipping from its ties over her face*